Testimony Tuesday: Ready or Not- Here I Come

Someone unexpected invited themselves to my church today. They asked me out of the blue if they could join me for Sunday School.  I was pleasantly surprised. I used to have encounters like this all the time. People who didn’t even know me would ask me to pray for them… but that was a simpler time and well, truth be told, it’s been awhile. I say that it’s “out of the blue”, but I know that these encounters are divine- orchestrated by God so that these men and women can hear about Jesus. I may not see them coming, but God has them all planned out.

“The Glory Will Be Greater”, that is my theme for 2018 and I can already see this unfolding in my every day life. I feel like I am finally ready to get ready and do what God has been calling me to do. This encounter was merely confirmation that God is going to do great things this year, just not in the way I’d expect him to.

“Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the LORD’s purpose that prevails.”

-Proverbs 19:21

How often do we make all these plans that are contrary to God’s purpose for our lives, when ultimately it’s his purpose that prevails? For me, these past 2 years have been just that. Sure, I wanted to do his will, but many times I struggled with discouragement, fear, doubt, etc., so I convinced myself that I simply was not able to. I convinced myself that I wasn’t ready and that it was okay to “hide out” in the meantime. Like Jonah, I ran from God’s calling, but we can’t hide from God and sooner or later we have to decide that “ready or not, here we come”. I don’t want these pleasant surprises to be distant memories- I want them to be every day occurrences.

This year, let your desire to fulfill God’s purpose be greater than all of the negative emotions we often feel when we step out in faith. Give him all of your plans and watch him do above what we can ask or think.

Stay tuned for more testimonies. 🙂

Fervent by Priscilla Shirer (Book Review)

I have been reading the book “Fervent” by Priscilla Shirer. You may know her as the actress from War Room (a movie I would highly recommend, btw). You may also know her as Tony Evans daughter OR as the preacher who called out Oprah Winfrey.

To summarize, Priscilla outlines 10 strategies that Satan uses against us:

  1. Against Your Passion
  2. Against Your Focus
  3. Against Your Identity
  4. Against Your Family
  5. Against Your Confidence
  6. Against Your Calling
  7. Against Your Purity
  8. Against Your Rest and Contentment
  9. Against Your Heart
  10. Against Your Relationships

She discusses these strategies in depth and ends each chapter with a call to PRAY and bible verses to “accentuate” our prayers.

P= Praise.


A= Ask.

Y= Yes (to God’s promises).

Using this strategy, Priscilla urges readers to wage war against the enemy and his schemes to kill, steal, and destroy. The back of the book even has blank pages for us to write down our prayers for each strategy he *attempts* to use against us.

So far, I love this book, but then again- I love Priscilla Shirer. I  think it is a great resource for those of us who may be struggling to pray or struggling to understand why we are going through less than favorable circumstances. Because we have an enemy, that’s why, and he wants nothing more than to see us defeated.

But we pray and prayer turns the table on the enemy’s plans against us. That’s why it’s such a vital part of the Christian journey.

So, starting today, I will be sharing my prayers for each of the strategies listed above and every Thursday for next ten Thursdays, along with a summary of each chapter. I can literally feel God working in my heart and mind through these prayers. If you’ve read the book, I’d love to know what your thoughts are. If you haven’t, I think it’s worth the read. Just make sure you have a box of tissues handy. Yup, it’s one of those. *Cue ugly cry*.



Testimony Tuesday: From a Desolate Pit

So, I shared this on my Snapchat on Christmas Day and felt that it would be a great way to start my first #testimonytuesday of 2018! The first of many, God willing.

This one is short, sweet, & to the point. I was in church one Sunday with my family. I am not usually able to listen to the message because I have a 2 year old.

‘Nuff said.

Anyway, I was in the back of the church because Sarah was being terrible, oops, I mean “terrific”, as only a 2 year old can be. I was holding her in my arms, when she started to yell, “Help me, I’m stuck!” How me holding her constitutes as being “stuck” is beyond me, but I digress. Sarah then proceeds to yell out the names of all of her relatives on both sides, “Grandma, Grandpa, Titi (Aunt), Tio (Uncle), Kobe (dog), Fuzzy (cat)”.

I couldn’t help but chuckle hearing her because I immediately thought, “She is calling on all the wrong names. Now if she called out her daddy’s name… her daddy would come running.”

And all of sudden it was like, BAM. The Holy Spirit started ministering to me. I thought to myself, How many times have I been in this exact same situation? How many times have I found myself metaphorically “stuck” in my circumstances and instead of calling on my Heavenly Father, I look to literally anyone or anything else to help me out of what I am going through? Sadly, all that does is dig us deeper and deep into the hole.

But alas! There is good news! Psalm 40:1-2 says:

 I waited patiently for the Lord,
and He turned to me and heard my cry for help.
He brought me up from a desolate pit,
out of the muddy clay,
and set my feet on a rock,
making my steps secure.

We have a Heavenly Father who not only hears us when we call on him, but who is able and willing to “bring us up” from whatever desolate pit we may find ourselves in. Be it in our relationships, finances, work, [insert desolate pit of your choice].

We just have to call on his name. 

God bless,


Don’t Worry, Be Happy

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses every thought, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:6-7

The only way to combat anxiety is through prayer. 

Have you ever had an anxiety attack? Also known as, “panic” attacks? I have. One minute I am okay and the next I am overwhelmed by uncontrollable fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, fear of the future, etc. The list can go on and on. I create “worst case scenarios” in my mind… events that haven’t happened, but could.  That fear and the subsequent worry of “what could happen” is what drives anxiety. In fact, worry is defined as “to give way to anxiety or unease; allow one’s mind to dwell on difficulty or troubles.” Wow. No wonder the word anxiety is followed by the word attack. We already know we have an enemy who is armed and ready to attack our minds so that we dwell on those very things we fear most. So, how do we fight back?

Pray, but first REJOICE.

Paul, the author of Philippians, segues into these verses by first exclaiming, “Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again rejoice!” It’s hard to rejoice when we’re anxious. Anxiety steals our joy. I cannot even begin to recount the number of times my entire day has been ruined because of worry. The thoughts come in like a flood and it’s all I can do just to keep my head above the water. Psalm 94:19 says, “Whenanxiety was great within me, your consolationbrought joy to my soul. In other words, God is present in the midst of our anxiety. Surely, it will not defeat us with God on our side. He will lift up a standard against the enemy and the flood of thoughts that come in tow so that we do not drown. That in and of itself is cause to rejoice! Not only that, but we don’t have to live struggling just to keep our heads above the water, but when we pray- we have access to God’s peace. How great is that?

God’s peace surpasses our every thought.  

Think about the worst thought you’ve ever had. The one that not only steals your joy, but cripples you with fear, so that you can’t move forward in what God has called you to do and who God has called you to be. The one that makes you see mountains where there are molehills, so that your thoughts are on a continuous loop of worry. My mom compares this to a hamster’s wheel. You’re running and running, but getting no where. God’s peace, my friends, surpasses even that thought. This peace guards our minds and our hearts in Christ Jesus when we pray and make our requests known to God. No longer do we have to live burdened by anxiety. It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Gal. 5:1.

Dwell on these things  

Paul writes in verse 8, “Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable—if there is any moral excellence and if there is any praise—dwell on these things.” To dwell is to  “linger over, emphasize, or ponder in thought, speech, or writing.” We must not continue to entertain thoughts we know will only bring us more harm than good, but rather, we must set our minds on things above and dwell on the thoughts that glorify God.

Finally, brothers.

As someone who struggles with anxiety- these verses are among my favorites in the entire bible. So, whenever you’re feeling overwhelmed- just remember the following:

  • We can rejoice in the Lord and in the strength of his might. We have more than enough reasons to do so!
  • We have access to thought-surpassing, anxiety-defeating heavenly peace when we pray.
  • We can set our minds on things above where Christ is seated at the right hand of God instead of dwelling on satanic thoughts meant to cripple us from moving forward.

So, don’t worry, be happy! 

Count Your Blessings

My mom has been in and out of the hospital since I’ve been here (and now my dad), my job is beyond stressful, and Sarah refuses to pee in her potty!

This was an actual text message I sent a relative this week after my father had a heart attack. I was complaining about how lonely I feel and well, that just opened the flood gates for everything that followed. I read it now and I can’t help but roll my eyes, I’ve been dramatic from the day I burst into the world butt-first. I know, I know, TMI. 🙂

Pity Party. That’s what I feel like my life has been over the past few months. To be honest, I thought moving back to Ohio and caring for my sick mother entitled me to all of the “desires of my heart” that the Bible promises we’d be granted. I skipped over the part that says, “Delight yourself in the Lord” first.

The truth is, I have not taken “great pleasure” in the Lord as of late. First, I complained that he brought me here from Texas to watch my mother die. Then, I complained that he brought me to a church where no one speaks English & now I would have to speak Spanish (I am very self-conscious about this). Clearly, I griped, God is done with me.

You’d think that at 27 years old I would be spiritually mature enough to “praise him in the storm”, but obviously- I still have a long way to go. The sad part is, the more we complain- the harder it is to see just how very blessed we are.

My father is home after a massive heart attack. My mother walks better on her prosthetic than she did on both legs. (Although I’m sure she’d disagree). I have a job career. Sarah has a potty to pee in. I could go on and on. Yes, I feel lonely, but I am not alone. I have a heavenly father who listens, even when all I do is complain. I have a hubby who is as close to perfect as it gets (What would I do without you, Seijo?). I have my parents right next door and they’re still kickin’, stents and all. I am blessed.

But sometimes, I forget. That’s why I am so glad that every so often, when I’m quiet enough to listen, God reminds me. That’s when my Pity-Party becomes a Praise-Party.

Count your blessings. I can say quite confidently that they will outnumber your complaints.